Queen of Yours

A thank you note

2012-01-30T09:11:00.000+08:00

Hi! It had been a long time since im here, well, i have lots of thoughts.. Maybe blogging is a good way of communication after all.

Work had been tough. I rather not speak too much about it. Nonetheless, Maybe it is due to stress or the disappointment from work, I wasnt happy. And This negative thoughts was affecting my relationships..

Had a nice talk with Bf yesterday and he was there trying to make me smile, comfort and encourage me. I knew he was dependable... But i never knew he was THAT dependable. I am feeling much better now... Thank you, i want to say it a million times. Thank you for rushing down to hold me in your arms despite you are tired after a long day. Thank you for saying those words. And last of all. Thank you for being such a good buddy, you are always there regardless of joy or tears.

Thank you.. from the bottom of my heart.

Ah! Ps: congrats on winning your competition!!! Did you hear us cheering for you?? =D

Its all from the heart

2011-04-17T16:47:00.001+08:00

Wonder why,

After so long, almost 2 years. I am still not used to it...
Others around me always take care of me.. but I am never so dependent on someone.

After around 100 weeks. I still get upset whenever its time for you to book it, to tavel aboard, to go outfield.
How come I just can't get through this?
Now we are left with the last 2 months.
We will be moving on..
The future is uncertain
I can't say that I'm not afraid of what is ahead,
but what matters most is to have you by my side.

Remember the Doreamon song? Deng deng deng deng deng deng deng~~
I still want to sing this with you even when our hair becomes white... by then there will be many many winkles around our eyes because we laugh together too often... we will sure look very different from now, right? =)
But I believe something in our life will never change..
like we might still hold hands while waiting for food to be served.
like we might have new dreams.. and those dreams still include each other

For you,

Because you promised never to leave me behind again

V-day and b'day celebration 2010

2011-02-21T19:11:00.000+08:00

V-day and b'day celebration- Click HERE

Chinese New Year 2011

2011-02-10T12:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year Everybody!!

Click HERE

Updated Early Jan 2011

2011-01-22T16:49:00.000+08:00

Click HERE for Updated post for Early Jan 2011

2011-01-07T10:21:00.002+08:00

Hi People,

Click Port Dickson,

New aim for 2011

2011-01-04T21:48:00.000+08:00

Ok~ I have a few new target for this coming year..

1) Do well for my exams
2) Update a blog post on the trip to port dickson
3) Phuket Trip
4) Get a good job in a good company with lots of employee benefits and high pay
5) become berry cute. Yes. Cute. for those who know me, being cute is never my style. But i came to realized that my face and I can actually be quite flexible in terms of different style. Name it, I can do it. I think i even have the potential and dress up like a slut. which I don't intent to try. Yup, let me try some cute stun this year... hahaa!! So... Who want to cam whore with me?!
6) Strike 4D... which I don't think I'm going to buy any
7) 3rd year in love
8) Alter my bad habits
9) Save more money
10) buy for new clothes
11) Stop contradicting myself
12) Survive till next year and make some more new aims, which include the world is not going to end in 2012.

2011-01-01T11:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 2011!!!

Port Dickson

2010-12-27T09:15:00.000+08:00

Will be out of house in 45 minutes time
Reach Port Dickson in 4 hours time
Be back in 3 days time

Meanwhile, Take care baby...

Christmas Eve And Ikea

2010-12-27T00:51:00.000+08:00

Post on Christmas Eve and Ikea Trip! Click HERE

2010-12-25T13:26:00.000+08:00

ＭＥＲＲＹ　ＣＨＲＩＳＴＭＡＳ！！！　

The week before christmas

2010-12-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

Sorry People, I can no longer upload pictures in this blog because google forbids me to do so. Reason being, pictures in this blog already exceed 1GB. So I started up a new blog..

From now onwards, I will Hyperlink the new post in this blog, so you guys can just come in and click on the hyperlink I've given. Alternatively, you can visit my new blog straight away..

Updated 24/12/2010- The Week Before Christmas

Appearance- can always be changed

2010-12-24T00:04:00.001+08:00

Looks can be changed! In different social context, we adjust our looks just so that we can portray ourselves in a way we want people to view us, to be liked and accepted by people!

Ugly people, with the help of make-up become beautiful.

A decent looking lady put on mini-skirt and low cut top to appear sexy.

A cute-looking person when put on some accessories, dull colour clothing can turns cool!

Let me give you an example..

Even Look at the picture below, Even gingerbreadman knows how to change his look,

With the help of some accessories...

The Cute Gingerbreadman Transform into a serial killer~~ ROARRR!!!

Transformer? Whats the big deal?

Sathya's Birthday.

2010-12-19T13:43:00.001+08:00

Happy belated birthday Sathya!!!

When to Sat's B'day party on Saturday evening with Gab and Ray!

We were the 1st the arrive and waited for an hour plus before the even get started...

Why so few pictures? Because i forgot to put back my SD card back to my camera! =.= DUMB!

Anyway, we left a few minutes after 10. By that time, all the seats were occupied, not enough food and i think they ordered KFC..

Sat! You are finally 21!! There's a few things that I want to tell you,

1) Stop drinking and looking at hot girls.

2) In your 21st, hope the year will be smooth for you... that includes finding a good girlfriend.

3) Thanks for the invite to your b'day party.

4) Hope you like the present.

5) Believe me, I really never go for second serving... just took another 2 piece of chicken and that's it! I'm 99.99% sure that Gab and Ray ate more than me.

Victoria's Secret Commercial 2010

2010-12-13T18:10:00.000+08:00

Oh- My- God.

Victoria's Secret commercial 2010. You gotta watch this

Why are VS models so damn hot? With nice long legs, large proportion boobs, tiny waist, sexy lips, and angelic face.

DEFINITELY 100% BLESSED. UNFAIR!!!

Sorry BF, but Miranda Kerr. Marry me please~

I love weekends.. and VS!!!

2010-12-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

HA~~~ it's finally Friday again, can't wait to get out of the lecture...

I only end class at 6:30pm, so we went to eat dinner at soup restaurant! It actually became one of our favorite dining place! affordable and delicious.

I took this picture... I think BF looks handsome here!

See? Nothing left!

Super ultra happy!

Saturday: Went to resort world just for Victoria's Secret!! I want their membership card!! PLEASE?

Ehh... dunno if you all can enlarge the photo... but the model just behind me is damn damn hot la!

Went to Serangoon new shopping mall, after shopping for Christmas presents, we settle down at this "xian de lai" restaurant! Not bad, 14.50 for a set which includes a soup and 2 side dishes + rice and dessert of the day.. OMG!! I just remembered we forget to eat the dessert, and they also never remind us!!

See? the service is bad..

Honestly speaking, the service is really quite bad, as in, we settle down and a waitress gave us the menu, we wanted the set meal which was like just outside their restaurant advertising like mad (I described it above). So we asked for the menu for that.. Then they waitress was like.. HUH? Whats that? Then "WTH" started appearing in our head, but we still politely tell her that it was the $14.50 one, with 1 soup 2 side dishes... Then she was still blur.. went to ask her colleagues. WTH!!! Hey, are u sure you know what you are selling? (=.=) stupid la~ The advertising board outside was crowded with people, everyone was attracted by it, yet their staff don't know about the set meal la! Then she sounds like we were that one that was talking alien language... Forget it.

But as I said, the food is actually quite Delicious.

okay, maybe except for this one...

After shopping for the whole day... We headed home early. Dada... What i bought for the day, the rest was Christmas present for others, so never take picture.

Hahaha!!! BF bought me something too... I chose it personally.. not expensive but very pretty!

Ehhh wait... I'm equally good, my Christmas present for him is practical and good-looking too!

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We were hungry, because we ate dinner early, we realized that there's some tasty-looking buns over there~~~

Us: Oooooouuuuhhhhhhhhh

Me: Ehh, I feel like eating it...

Gab: Me too.. but they don't belong to us..

Us: Oh owner of the bun... can you please give us your buns?

Us: PLeaseee

Bun-Owner: Of course not.

Us: NO?!?! HOW CAN YOU REJECT US?!

Bun-Owner: WHAT? Sue the both of u then you know!!

Us: (O . O|||)

Us: Sorry la...

Us: Pleaseeee... give us your buns... we are staving.... SOBBB

Bun-Owner: Ok la... See the both of you so cute.. There you go. A bun for each of you..

US: YEAH!!! HEhheehhee..

PS: Sorry for the boliao-ness.

Policeman or gangster?

2010-12-09T21:50:00.000+08:00

I saw a guy on the bus today, it did not take me too long to realized that I am very interested in him...

He was wearing police uniform. Sleeves neatly folded up.. Showing off his muscular arms, arms full of.... TATTOOS! They were really those dragon tattoos that go all the way up from wrist to upper arms kind you know?!!

That got me thinking...

a man in police uniform with dragon tattoos on both of his hands...Is he a police who put gangsters behind bars, or is he the one who had been put behind bars? maybe the dark blue uniform he was wearing belongs to toilet cleaning company which looks very similar to Singapore police force uniform..

Hm.... Curiosity is killing me.

Totally, Girly,

2010-12-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

Hi all, I am back again, realised that I'm blogging 3 days consecutively!

I feel like a girl... Not that I always thought I'm a man, but I somewhat discovered the feminine side of myself today..

The story goes like this,

I was walking home from school thinking about the pink Victoria's Secret pouch that i saw the other day. Then i was setting my mind to the make-ups and facial products I've bought this year.

Just then, the wind blows. My dress kinda float in the air... The first time I worn a dress was... when i was a baby. Not counted.. Ever since I entered secondary school, I always want portray myself to be cool. Never girly, cute, nor feminine. Dress, is never something that will catch my eyes when doing shopping.. Mini skirt yes, but never dress. Not counting the time when i was young, the first time I actually worn a dress was less than 2 years back. Bf wanted me to do so and he tried to convince me whenever he got the chance. So one fine day when i was shopping with mama.. we saw this white/green dress, tried it, looks OK, bought it. I guess it marks the 1st step of the journey to the femininity.. next series of steps includes make ups, facial care products, sunscreen, and more dresses..

Yeah, so, the wind caused my skirt to sort-of float in the air...

And was blowing my mid-long hair back too... suddenly I thought of shampoo advertisements.

And a guy who was walking towards me was staring and drooling.

Ok I lied, he did not drool.

Consequently, I feel so much like a girl now!!

You see.... Victoria's secret make up pouch, facial products, make-ups sunscreen, dresses, long hair all signaled that I'm a lady!!!

I'll take it as a positive sign.. because the way I'm behaving, thinking and dressing is an indication of me conforming to the norms of the larger society! Yeah~~ All ladies out there... I'm part of your group now!!

Read it somewhere.. "some people are just better off in a relationship". Of course, besides being more stupid, spending more money, having less time with yourself, and decreasing independence... It makes me want to take good care of myself, transform to a better person! I guess this explains the emergence of expensive facial and make-up product.

PS: I guess you guys must be smart enough to figure our why this post is in pink. (> o ^)v

Strong, Healthy, White. Beautiful!

2010-12-06T20:13:00.000+08:00

Hi Everyone, I visited a dentist today!!! Wash my teeth, $40.

Its always worth the money to ensure that your teeth is healthy, strong, and white!

Let me show off my white teeth!

WUAHAHAHAHA!!! Yours can't be as white as mine!!! Go visit a dentist, keep your teeth healthy too!

Breaky @ East Ocean Restaurant

2010-12-05T00:07:00.000+08:00

Watched Rapunzel Today With BF & Hanbao!!! Super sweet and funny.. People, Go and watch it! Totally worth your money~~ I always always love disney princess stories.. Happy ending and Oh, and I'm still a big fan of happily ever after. =)

Anyway, BF and I went to East Ocean Restaurant for breakfast. The 1st thing that came to my mind when I open my eyes this morning was... SIEW MAI~~~!!! I knew it immediately that it was a craving that needs to be satisfied. Brought our new camera out of course.. Took many photos. That includes food~~~!

WARNING: Pictures below may lead to mouth-watering, drooling, and sense of desperation effect that can trigger to robbing, stealing, and mental disorder. Those who haven't eat in the last six hours please stop here..

Anyway... For those who haven't visit this restaurant before, do go try. The dim sum is fantastic! Yes, Grace the Hong kong-er said that. So you all gotta believe it.

Er... Sorry for the cam-whoring... Can't stop playing with the new camera... Here comes the food...

Look at his face..

Ahhh... I have to introduce this to you... LIU SHA BAO~~!!! It looks like any other Baos... but the taste is definitely unique. Super nice! If you plan to visit this restaurant. It is a must-order dish!

As you can see... Inside is actually liquid form, so don't stupidly bite the bao into half straight away.. especially when it is freshly out of the steamer! The 1st stupid person who did that stupid thing was.................................. ok.. nvm. =)

HAO CHI!!!!!

See? Apparently BF is chewing very fast... only his mouth is not clear in the above picture.. HAHAHA!!!!!!!

Breakfast is super Shiok!!!! I hope Liu Sha Bao will be with me every morning for the rest of my life... =(

Happy 2nd year anniversary!!!

2010-12-02T12:15:00.001+08:00

Happy 2nd Year Anniversary!!

(~^ -^)~

One day before the actual day...

We went to ikea to eat breakfast! What a way to start the day right?! hahaha!!!

Meatball, Pepper Salmon, Pasta, Chicken wings~~ YEAHHH!!!

Just in case if you are wondering, how come we have so many pictures taken.. its because we purchase a new camera!!! Samsung Ex1~ the screen can turn and face ourselves one, perfect for cam-whoring!!! To make full use of the new-bought toy, go home also must continue to cam-whore.

AHhh... ok.. the last pic was unglam. LOL~~~

Anyway, didn't manage to take pictures but in the evening, we actually went for a massage! His was 90mins full massage and mine was 60 mins + scrub.. After that my skin is like damn smooth la!!! After scrubbing I was brought to a big bathing room. They even have a steam room inside lo!!! you want to use how many times also can! Damn shiok!! But i never got to use it because i know BF will be waiting for me outside, and I think we are the last customer... so not being thick-skin.. after coming out from shower, put on some baby powder, stand in front of the make up table for a few mins and went out to the counter already... I am sure BF enjoy it very much too, because I though I saw him melting half way through the session... and he complained to the massage lady that he usually asked me to help him massage but I did not do it hard enough! Grrrr... *sharpen teeth*

He sent me home even though he was super nua after the massage session... so touched!! ROAR!

On the actual day itself, I had lectures all the way from 12- 6.30pm. BF came to fetch me even though its raining cats and dogs!! We cabbed to our dining place, Grill-out.

Tada, my present to him, Comparatively, I think my presents damn cheapo la!!!! =(

Opening up his presents,

He said the one he was holding in his hand was me... must dress me up some more is it? lol

Anyway, and the other present was a diary i kept from last year since our 1st year anniversary till that our 2nd, inside recorded many thoughts, events, dreams, and even argument for the year... Hope it will reminds you of everything.. =)

Steak!!! I always love steak!! ROARRR

All inside tummy!

Went to eat dessert after dinner,

Wanted to eat this chocolate pudding for so long, but a few bites make my throat hurts like crazy.. at the end it all entered BF's stomach.. =(

Tada~~ Last photo of us!!!

Others please stop here.

**End of the post**

Just for the very special person

Thanks for taking off to spend the days with me,

Thanks for all the planning and events.. I am seriously, totally, pampered!

Thank you for hugging me when i cried,

Thank you for calling me stupid when I'm insecure,

Thank you for attempting to make me smile when I'm throwing tantrum,

Thank you for covering my eyes and led me out of that crazy place during Halloween, I will NEVER forget who brought me there in the 1st place.. *glare*

Thank you for accompanying me out near to the sea when the sky is dark,

Thank you for messaging me now and ask me what am i doing.. (serious you just did!)

Thank you for being such a great boyfriend

Thanks for staying with me for these 2 years and promised to be with me till forever. I used to think girls who believe in words like this are stupid... But you know what? I think I believe you already...

Lastly, Thank you for loving me for who I am..

Happy 2nd year anniversary baby... before you know it, we will be celebrating our 3rd, 4th, 40th, 60th! depending on how long we live ok? =)

*BIG BIG HUG!*

Life is unfair..

2010-11-21T23:12:00.000+08:00

I hate feeling helpless when i can't find a way to help myself.

I hate it more when I can't do a thing when i know people needs help. I am not a saint definitely, I used to donate money to people sitting beside the street but stopped practicing it anymore. I seldom donate money to African children. I throw away left overs. I purposely push a fat woman when alighting the train because her fats and her stupid bag keep hitting me.

But somehow, I feel heartache when I know someone deserve the help and did not receive any. I really want to do something I know I can't.
Read this from stomp
I feel so... sad.

I hate feeling helpess, felt it quite often.. I think I have the potential to suffer from depression one day.

When I was studying history and came to know that Japanese people tortured and killed so many innocent people in WW2. Many women became widows, humiliated before they were killed. Some woman killed themselves after the war because they feel that they cannot survive with the humiliation. The survivals of the victim are now old, some died, the remaining few who are still alive just wanted an apology from Japan.
No, Japan is not going to apologies. Must they go into the grave with all their hatreds? Hello~ Do they deserve that?

I saw this on TV, an old woman who raised her 2 children is around 80 over, her 2 children around 30 years old suffer from mental illnesses. Old woman clean the house, wash the clothes, eating spoiled food, can't sleep on bed because she is too old to change the mattress that way, so she rather sleep on the floor. She go around picking up coins on the floor, the food that other people don't want.. WHY? just because of the 2 children that she had, sit around and do nothing. WHAT? your mother owes you a living is it?! She is your mother, not your slave! Bloody Hell.

When I see Tsunami wash many lives, many loved ones away. People crying, screaming.. I was whispering to myself, return them to their loved ones, Let them go, someone save them.. Lord help them...... Yeah, What I can do is only whisper under my breathe. Nothing is going to change..

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I think its kinda unfair, we are given the ability to empathize, but we are not given the ability to make a difference.

Nov 16 - Nov 18

2010-11-18T11:32:00.003+08:00

Finally, I finished packing up my wardrobe! Took me at least an hour~ Now that i know I've purchased quite a number of clothes in the last few months because I need to buy like additional 16 new hangers!!

I know i know, it still look messy, but seriously, that is the best i can do! I already sorted my clothes in colours, sleeve or sleeveless, dresses or tops.. but it still look damn messy la. I think I need a wardrobe extension!

Recently, I'm always hoping that Sis will soon get married. because that implies that her clothes in the wardrobe will be transfer to her new home...
Weee~ The whole wardrobe is MINE!!! MINE!! can you hear it?!? MINE!! HOHOHOHO!!!!
OH, and perhaps I can throw her bed away, purchase a mini make-up table for myself.. or combine her bed with so i have a bigger surface area to roll on every morning! yeah!!

Then again, come to think of it, I might feel bored if she move out... Mmmm... but I never had my own room!!! =(

Anyway, 17 Nov, Happy Birthday Vic! Family, BF, Yumi and I went to celebrate his birthday at a Japanese pasta restaurant! No photos of Vic, but I do have a photo of Bf and Yumi though... That day was raining cats and dogs... Yumi and I wanted to bring umbrella to fetch Gab initially.. but we ended up fetching him empty handed because i forgot to bring!!! Oh well..

On the following day, We spent the day at Starbucks.. I have got assignment to rush~ But me being me, can't be so hardworking right?

Look at his face... He said he was killing Boss. As you can see, he was trying his very best, putting in all his effort, the stupid game had all his attention!! WTH~ never see him work so hard when studying lo! Zzz

Ended up cam whoring a lot.. But hey Dad~ I know you are reading this... just want to let you know that I DID finish my assignment OK?! 2 essay, 4 pages each!!! =)

By the way, I really feel like getting a good camera... Should I? That will cost me around $400-$500 though. I'll be overseas for 3 days in Dec and My graduation trip in June next year.. So i figured that I will soon want to have one of my own... Mmm... Suggestion anyone?

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PS: Can't wait for next Saturday to arrive!!

Every Girl's Fantasy

2010-11-15T15:25:00.005+08:00

I often hope to be a modern beautiful princess whose country practice equality between gender and marriage is decided by individual. At the same time, I want to own a piece of land where there isn't any natural disaster, air pollution, construction and insects. My little (should be big enough) beautiful house will be built upon the land.

I wish to have my bedroom for 20 years already. I think i'm near to getting one though. Of course, living in Singapore means your bedroom will never be as big as a football field. Lets not worry about the walking part. I wish I have a king size bed, of course with the most comfortable pillow, mattress and bedsheets so that I'll have good sleep every single night, Air condition which will not dry up my skin. Floor should be covered by fury carpet. Full-length window which stretch all the way from the floor to the ceiling accompanied by classy curtain. Make up table will be big, above it stands many luxury facial products, hand cream, lip palm. Not forgetting 200 lips colours, and many other makeup products. Sofa and coffee table which match the colour of the room. A cup of expensive hot rose tea will always be there waiting for me. Maid(S) will be 24/7 stand by to ensure that all my needs are satisfied. Maybe I'll have a small, white fury dog which doesn't bark unless someone tries to break into my house. but in my ideal world, there isn't any burglar.

Bedroom is something that i am abnormally particular about. Floor must never be wet, I want to big bathtub which I can spend 3 hours soaking in. Clean toilet bowl and basin. There will never be a problem of absent of toilet paper, damaged wall paper, and spoilt heater. Water will always be at the most comfy temperature. Bathroom always have a thick, cozy, white bathrobe set in place. oh, before that.. i have to first apply the best body lotion in the world.

If I feel hungry after bathing, I would go to the dining area to place my order. My 10 house chef (also the top 10 chef in the world) specializing in different type of cuisine will use the best ingredient to prepare a meal for me. Of course, I can either eat in my bedroom, or at the million dollar dining table.

If I am not hungry and feel like going to meet up beautiful girlfriends (all not as beautiful as me of course, in my ideal world, I'm the prettiest! oh yeah!) I will go to B1 of my house and pick my outfit for the day according to my mood. Yes, all the most pretty shoes and bags and coat and dress and jeans and mini skirt all belongs to me! For some reason, my maids are so good at cleaning, although most of the items in my wardrobe were untouched for years, you wont be able to find any dust on them! Certainly, there's no such thing as shop half way heels break and all. everything is in the best condition! Oh i almost forgot, my wardrobe will have the scent of rose as well. because rose is often associated with beautiful women! oh ya. and my things in my wardrobe never get out of trend, because everyday, the best designer in the entire universe will stock them up with the latest fashion items.

After I came back from shopping, My legs were a little tired. I shall go for a spa... In my house. Facial treatment aso not bad, because except for my land, other places have air pollution and all. so i have to clean my face. Body scrub, full body massage. oh did i mention that i even have a private jacuzzi?

If my girlfriends are too noisy, I can being my white fury dog for a walk in the garden. My dog doesn't pee or pout pout in front of me by the way... it is a dog with unusual elegance. My garden also has its own classiness. I don't know much about garden... but they must be filled up with beautiful, colourful flowers, but they are never overgrown. oh yeah, no fallen leaf in sight as well.

I have my own car, own driver, own jet plane, own pilot also... but most importantly, I never need to worry that my money would run out! for some reason, my gold bar keep cloning. Oh ya, I have a handsome husband of my choice too! Thank you very much...

Open my eyes, I know its never going to happen.

I'm not depressed though, because i think I'm lucky enough that sometimes I am able to grab an item off the shelf, once in a while to spend the very limited disposable income on services to pamper myself. about once every week able to afford to dine in a restaurant. Every night I see familiar faces when i reach home. Every weekend when taking public transport, I need not to grab the pole to balance myself like other people. I think... I am sort of lucky, luckier than many people in other parts of the world.

Sometimes, just sometimes, I still wish that i could be the girl in my fantasy.

Conversation on FB

2010-11-12T23:21:00.004+08:00

Was chatting with this random XXX guy on FB, he strike a conversation.

XXX: so you plan to be a business woman in future?

10:32pm

ME: no... i want to be a nun...

10:33pm

XXX: ahhaha..

cannot cannot..

then your boyfriend how..

ahahha..

he cant possibly be a monk..

right?

10:33pm

ME: OMG!!! HOW YOU KNOW MY BOYFRIEND IS A MONK?!?!?

he persude me to be a nun!

10:34pm

XXX: lol..~~~

10:34pm

ME: not funny...

10:34pm

XXX: orh..

10:34pm

ME: he went to the temple for 5 years already to repent for his sin... he killed someone who talked to me.

10:35pm

XXX: hmmm..

no worries...

are you hinting i should end the conversation?

boo..

10:35pm

ME: of course not!!! I am sure you are brave right?

= )

LOL~~

Good night Mr Monk!

Introducing, YUMI (CORN) The BUNNY!

2010-11-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

Hi everybody, you thought I've changed alot in recent years. Not exactly, one of the trait that remains the same, is that I'm still like rabbit, still in love with stuffed toys! ^^ Because they are so adorable, I basically enjoy waking up every morning greeted by all these sweet little things! =)

Yumi is a present from BF~ Thank you. =)

Oh, i haven't mention how soft is her fur~~~ and how sweet she look every time i give her a pat on the head!

This is a picture of Yumi the bunny and cupcake the bunny, as you can see, they are very different. How different, lets just compare the length of their paws...

Obviously...

Hey cupcake, don't be upset!!! lets compare other things~ like height?

Poor thing~~~~~!!! Come, Yumi will help you to see the world!!!

Hahahaha!!! Anyway, we are just being bo liao.. =P But they are just so cute~ to the extent that No one can ever resist their charm! soon, THEY WILL RULE THE WORLD~~~ ROARRRRR!!!

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Every little thing counts

2010-11-03T12:04:00.000+08:00

Ever Since the day QZ land his foot on the soil of Singapore, He find every possible opportunity to spend time with me! Although we are like doing the same things we did before he went to Australia, but I am contented. He even accompany me to go shopping!!!! =D I mean, this is within his job scope =X, but i still appreciate that. Please continue to go shopping with me when we both need a walking stick. =)

And then, I think we had our very first Korean meal together, just the 2 of us.. right? RIGHT! I must be right, I have good memory. Not everyone can be equipped with both cute looks and good memory you know? LOL!!! =X Okok, I'm sorry if I caused you to throw up.

Oh, and we just spend a special day together in universal studio! Halloween night! Got the tickets free, Thanks you for whoever its concern.

SO, we went!

I'm telling you, I didn't enjoy myself AT ALL! The only person who step out the place happily was him. see the stupid picture above.. T.T

Scare the hell out of me. He dragged me to some haunted house thingy and stop me from running away from those ghost. I Literally cry on the spot k?! and its not those silent sob.. Its those stupid loud cries! You know those kids in the shopping mall when their parents refuse to buy them toys?! YEAH! THAT KIND! Super embarrassing can?!

Guilty?

SERVE YOU RIGHT!!!!

and that for that night I had trouble sleeping, and woke up early the next day for work!!! SOBBBBB!! Pity myself to the max!

Had supper at Universal Studio. I like their cupcakes, they are cute. =)

Yeah, So much excitement in life... (= _ =) I swear, I'm never going to celebrate Halloween again!!!!!

In school. 1h 45 mins break

2010-10-26T15:06:00.000+08:00

Long time ever since i last blogged. I'm now in school, having a 1 hour and 45 mins break, without knowing what else to do to get through this long break... I've decided to blog!!!

Anyways, I'm so happy these few days. Not like 24 hours, there's still up and downs, but I know I am happy. =) Of course, Top reason being BF is back from Australia. 3 weeks is long, Its the longest time we ever separated. I guess there is a spilt-over effect and one happy thing leads to another... everything turns out to be fine now. YEAH!

When to a Sayonara party, its a party held after the Kendo tournament. I have to say its fun, although initially i didn't know anyone there except for my Bf and one of his friends. The people there are friendly, and oh no~ I can't believe i haven't mention funny!!!

Its the 1st time i went to such party. There are so many 1st times in life... I would like to tell the whole entire world that that evening... its also my 1st time sending a guy home. =.= Yeah. Gab was like drunk. not totally gone case. but drunk enough to talk to me in alien language loudly on the quiet bus... After kicking him into his house, I cabbed back home.

The whole thing was not as bad as i sounded. I have to say that i had lots of fun... a part of it comes from gab's inapporitate behaviour. =X

Anyways.......... As i said, I'm happy recently... all over again!!! =D WOOT!!!!

Oct is coming to an end. =) many many events waiting for us. Anniversary, Christmas, 2011, Chinese new year, and then exam.. =.= HA! but after exam, here comes my graduation trip!!!!! =D Phuket? Bangkok? Hong Kong? Taiwan? WHERE~~~~~~~~~??? ^^ Somewhere near Singapore because its cheaper. But i'm sure there will be great fun! WOOHOOOOOO~~~ *nod feverntly*

Cheers. to all the great upcoming events!

2010-10-17T03:04:00.001+08:00

Its 3am,

And my Qiezi is back.

Welcome home... =)

Eggplant flew to Australia!!!!

2010-09-28T10:27:00.000+08:00

EMO!

I realized that as much as i want to deny, I hate doing things on my own now!!! Taking the bus for example, I'm so used to having the eggplant to hold on to me while taking the bus, i can play games using his I-touch and stand with my legs tight close! When we are sitting on the bus, my head always has a comfortable cushion to rest on! yup... his meaty shoulder. Now I have to rest my head on the damn hard window!! GRRRRR...

Come to think of it.. I'm benefiting from having him around... I wonder if he gains any. =( Sorry baby.

I'm chewing on a mug of chocolates now.. which it is supposed to keep me positive and happy. *pour 30 into mouth* Yup!!! I just gotta chew on it till he's back! As for now, I shall keep myself very busy..

Yesterday always killed me. He took the flight only yesterday, My eyes hurts like hell.

He landed safely though. =) at approximate 6.45pm. Sent me a message and never heard from him since then. But he must be working hard right? Fighting sand, dust, heat and kangaroo. I hope his tank has air conditioning.

He'll be back only on the 17th of Oct. Till then, I shall take very good care of myself! (when he gets back, it will be his responsibility ^-^)

Faster come home o! Be safe.

Realisation

2010-09-04T10:02:00.001+08:00

Regardless of how much u want it back.. It is gone forever.

The thought suddenly hits me and that's when I know I want to make an "U" turn.
No, its no longer something that is inevitable. Its a choice.
There is not guilty, sadness or whatsoever involved.
Instead, i found myself feeling relieved and happier.
So there you go, get out of my life.
You will be surprise how much i want this.

Finally, its all over.

Thank you BF!

2010-09-04T09:26:00.000+08:00

Just an update on my recent activities. I don't care if anyone still read this blog but all these recorded would be something that makes me smile when i turn 60 years old... =)

Went to Japanese festival with BF and his friends.. He got a ticket for me! a unique experience, i keep feeling that i'm in japan! I especially like the part whereby everyone dance around the stage, no one feels shy... everyone is happy.. and i have you beside me.

PS: 1 fine day i'm going to catch many water balloons. or yoyo.. whatever you call that!

Went out to a pub with poly mates, had fun. they nv fail to make me laugh.. glad that BF tag along with me... its something more than just having fun together... The fact that you have to wake up early in the following morning but yet staying with me till midnight made me feel treasured.Thank you.. =)

Oh ya... thanks for shopping with me as well. Hahahaa!!

My 22nd Birthday

2010-07-30T00:02:00.001+08:00

I look like this when i have curly hair, do i look nice? hahaha!!

This bowl of Noodle looks nice...

I cooked it. =) This is the prove of me, GROWING UP!

On the 27th, 1 day before my birthday, Bear bring me go hunt food!!!! Our 1st attempt to eat French food. =) Nice! But super duper full!!!! XIE XIE XIONG XIONG!!! i know u spent big bucks!!!

My birthday is full of surprises this year. Everything seems so prefect after work on the 27th, 28th was one of the very best day in my entire life. At work, I did not except anyone to celebrate with me, but my collegues did. Mable treated me lunch, and the department bought me a birthday cake!! I'm just a temp staff! OMG~~ So damn touched can!

Next, surprise was, I though only Elsie, Bear, Gab and me will be eating steamboat... But ZK, Ray, and Sat came out as well despite the fact that they are still serving army and have to report back that night! Thank you for your effort and all guys.. Thanks.. Of course, can't forget the 2 pretty ladies who arranged it! MUACK! 1 kiss for each. =D

I though Qiezi did not have any presents for me, or he left it at home anyway.. he insisted in accompany home and not report to camp until he waited for my to finish bathing and blow my hair dry. So i Rushed home. When enter my room, this is what i saw..

my 1st reaction was.. eh? My mum bought me present already.. Then i saw a letter yaya was holding.. 5 sec after i took the letter out, i just can't stop sobbing can!?!? So touched!!! Thank you dear!!!! Thank you for everything you did...

He even took 3 days leave from camp to spend more time with me!! I really touched from the bottom of my heart. I have limited vocab, i can't describe how much i treasure these, but action speaks louder than words rite? =)

Mama took the cake out, the 3 of us cake the cake, sing birthday song.. and call it a day! =) I fell asleep not long after i rolled onto my bed.

Thank you each and everyone of them for making my day... Thanks Elsie and Bear for your effort.. Elsie, Your bag looks pretty~, bear.. the dinner taste great, but you are still gotta bring me out to shop.

Sat, Ray, and ZK, thanks for sparing the few hours out.. I will not know how much it means to me.

Mable and other collegues, whether you read this anot, it doesn't matter.. thanks. Yokie, I'm waiting for you kbox. Hahaha

Thanks mama for buying me the cake and waiting for me at home till late without even calling me to ask me when will i be back.. Thanks for your patient and taking care of me for all these years, I've grown up.. It will be my turn to take care of you... Thanks for giving birth to me.

Thank you Qiezi be come into my life, You became my pillar of support every now and then...a major part of my life.. although very often i will fa pi qi for the slightest reason, being unreasonable, demanding... you never complain much. All you do is to try to make me happy again... =) Thank you for being sweet and caring all these while.

In this moment of time, i miss my grandmother, aunty and dad in Hk now.. I wish somehow, they can smile at me now... =) I've grow up. Thank you for everything...

Words to tummy No 1

2010-05-24T14:45:00.000+08:00

Hello..

Tummy No. 1 please click HERE.

The rest of the tummies, please do not click.

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2010-05-22T16:04:00.002+08:00

I read one of my friends blog. Post indicted nothing else except for...

When you are

important a person,

that person will

always find a way to

make time for you--

No excuse.

Very true. Actions speak louder than words. I'll better get going.

Update of my busy life

2010-05-18T15:12:00.001+08:00

My Mum saved me from depression by bring me out to shop and feeding me with good food.

Mama is reluctant to take a photo!

Hao chi!!!!! Wahhahaha.. Anyways.. Let you take a look at my busy schedule!

This Eggplant is draw by the Nasu. I cut it out before throwing the slack of used paper away!!! Ke ai ba~?

We bought a japanese watermelon as his dad's birthday present.. And he childishly stick the price tag on his shirt...

MING MING JIU SHI YI ZHI QIEZI!!! DON'T TRY TO PRETEND XI GUA!

By the way, here is just my random though...

This OO .... Yes.. her nick name is OO. I realised that....she looks more toot than the 1st time i saw her.. LOL!!!

My mum says.. because she looks like her owner.

OH WELL~~~~

gaming is more important than studying

2010-05-16T18:40:00.002+08:00

In my house, nothing is more important than gaming.. studying comes later.

People gaming stay in the air-con room... sit on comfortable chairs and enjoy their life. While the person studying have to stay outside stay on the dining table, feel the bloody heat, perspired like crazy. It makes no difference whether you bath or not. because at the end of the day. You will be all stick, smelly, and pissed.

When you complain.. people give you all sort of reason for their selfishness. They can even say the stupidest thing on earth... Telling you that all you are going through is a test.

~!Q@W#$%^&*()_

TELL ME WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?

Go inside the room, you can study on the floor or on the bed what. DAMN YOU!

Empirical evidence prove that studying on the bed is ineffective, it makes you sleepy! Study on the floor? By the time you finish 1 month on studying, you are handicap. Why? Because you hands supporting your body can no longer be used.

Why?! I cannot understand the rational behind this crap. When people on the lights or make noise when you are sleeping... there you are, complaining that people aren't considerate enough. but when you are enjoying yourself to the max, other people's inconvenience have nothing to do with you as long as they do not enter your zone of comfort.

Sometimes when exhausted, you just want to take a break from your books, so you went to use a computer which no one is using. The owner of the computer came back seeing its beloved computer being used by someone else.. At this moment in time, the ability of tongue and mouth is put in use. Never underestimate them. Gamers are not only good at fingers. Nagging will continue until you finally get up the chair and get out of the room.

ZZZZZZZZZ.. oh come on.. I just need a break.

OK, I am damn pissed! Perhaps the heat has caused me this way... but all I need is someone who understand and listen! Not one who keep giving me on alternative on what to do or where to go.. Alright... I should stop here..

I will stop studying for the day.. with this bloody mood I'm having now.. Studying is the worse thing i can do.

Psychological Contact outside Organization

2010-05-11T17:46:00.005+08:00

Just a little update.. I really can't wait for exams to be over...

So much i wanted to doll up myself, hang out with friends, read a story book, earn money, sleep without having to worry, wake up without theories!

Talking about earning money.. had a nice chat with Elsie yesterday (shhhh)... I really want to earn money!!!!! I start to doubt if going into university is the best choice. I could have earned a year of savings by now. On well.. I can buy whatever i want to buy! Maybe i shall look for more part time jobs..

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I was studying the topic "Psychological Contact" for organizations...

I thought it could be applied to informal, interpersonal relationships as well..

"Psychological Contact is an individual belief regarding terms and conditions of a reciprocate exchange agreement with focal person and another party. It emerge when a one party believe that a promise of future returns has been made, a contribution is given, and therefore an obligation is created to provide future benefits" (Rousseau 1989)

The main point of the Psychological Contact is that, managers need to manage this contact properly because if there is a perceived breach of contact. It will affect the obligation fulfillment, attitude and behaviour of the employees.

Let me link these effects to personal relationship.

Obligation and fulfillment

Rousseau, Kraatz and Robinson said that if there is a breach of contact, employees will either lower their obligation, and less likelihood that they will fulfill the obligation...

Coyle-Shapiro and Kessler's reseach yield the same result..

Now. Think of a real life example.. Like if u promised that you will help your friend to do something but your friend perceived that you ai mai ai mai, next time your look for help, ur friend aso will ai mai ai mai~

If a guy go and gao wai yu, you can't expect the girl to still work like a dog at home, help you to take out socks, give you a full body massage, because she perceived you to have betray her... So she will not fulfill her obligation by not cooking you dinner, not handing you towel when you forget to bring it into the bathroom etc etc...

Attitude

Robinson- If there is a breach of contact, employee will lower their trust in the organization, thus, lowering their contribution level.

Coyle- Shapiro and Kessler- Employee will lower their commitment to the organization

If you ai mai your friend's work/task, he or she might not ask you to help next time because they simply don't trust you anymore, and lowering their contribution by not helping as well..

If the guy gao wai yu... The girl will not trust him anymore and this is where wallet- checking, Reading phone messages, continuous doubting comes about... The girl will also lower her commitment in the relationship, she already got her bag ready inside the cupboard, ready to go anytime, because she believe you will do it again.

Behaviour

Turnley and Feldman- When perceived a high level of contact breach, employees will either leave the organization, Neglect in-role behaviour and also less likely to represent the organization

Pugh, Skarlicki and Passell- It will lead to distrust in future employers

Your friend will not even accompany you to go for lunch, not asking you out, not listening when you speak, let alone listen to your break-up story.

Your girlfriend will reciprocate by shopping everyday and let your house collect dust, play MJ and return home only at 2am every morning.. Or simply leave you and run off with another guy. The girl might not believe in relationship again.. this is when you will hear "WO BU YAO ZAI TAN LIAN AI LE~~~!" or "NAN REN DOU BU SHI HAO DONG XI!!!"

So true right?! No wonder people say.. Knowledge is everything, you can applied them in any aspect of life!

2 papers down!

2010-05-07T09:20:00.001+08:00

YEAHHH~~~

Accounts and Socio papers are down!!!! WOOHOOO~~~

The last 2 papers would be very difficult. around 20cm thick of notes to memories!! =(

But nevertheless, my mood is more much lighter with half of the exam down...

During this period of time, I was forcing myself to study.. and I'm going to let this continue.. Everyone indirectly, gave me support!

My mum thinks that I'm too bored, too tensed, so she bought me a cupcake! the red dino ring! LOL~~~~

Mama and my hand.. 1 each!

BF came over just to keep me accompanied, doing nothing much except for sitting there doing his own things.. once in a while, provide some entertainment!

Did i tell you that I'll need to chew on things while studying?

In order save up money and energy, I'd think of a way to obtain food without having to spend or to use plenty of energy to get up from the chair..

and the result proves that my method do work!

See?! Alot of food!!! WAHAHAHAHA!!! Thanks to those kind people who donated them.

Final Exam 2010

2010-04-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

05/05- Accounting Exam 06/05- Sociology Exam
20/05- HRM Exam
01/05- Internation& Comparative Perspective

Today is 28/04... 7 more days to my 1st paper... I'm dead.
Going to study Sociology today because it is not something that you can finish studying or 2 or 3 days. So! I decided to study this module until 01/05. Which is 4 days after today!

And i left with 3 days for accounts!!! NO!!!!!!
OH HOLY CRAP!

I am not very happy about my HRM and ICP too.. Althought dates are very far apart from its previous paper. I don't think i can finish studying as well. Reason is simple. There are too much to study..

My prelim score sucks to the core. So hopeless.. =(
I hope my exam result will be better.

Stress 100%!

GraceKoh 21st

2010-04-25T14:54:00.002+08:00

Hello!!! Yesterday was Grace Koh's B'day celebration!!! The b'day girl finally turned 21! CHEN NIAN LE!!! Congrats!!! wahahahaha!!!

The b'day Girl!!!

The 1st day we did was to greet the b'day girl, 2nd thing was to eat!!!!

Self- entertaining..

JK!!!! U look so funny here!! WAHAHAHAHA!!!

Lollypop!

Finally!! Time to cut cake.. happy b'day to you..happy b'day to you..happy b'day to GraceKoh..happy b'day to you~ *Clap Clap*

Started writing to the host

Time to go home!! Time leaving the place: Around 11.30pm.

Feels good to hang out with old friends!! Thanks GraceKoh! We enjoyed ourselves!!!!

BF's Horrifying Encounter

2010-04-25T12:20:00.000+08:00

I really don't understand why guys would want to randomly ask girls for phone numbers. This doesn't not reflect positively on him... in fact, girls only view these guys as someone who can't see at anything else except for the outer surface.

My Bf yesterday, saw a "Chio Bu" at Mosburger... in fact, he noticed her even before he entered the store... So, like what stupid boys do.. he wanted to ask the girl for her phone number..

"Hello.. I think you are si beh Chio~ Can i have your phone number please."

Ah~~~ What?

She said it with her manly-like low pitch voice while turning her head to him...

He almost vomited!!! but swallowed it back anyway..

Running as fast as he could.. he hope that the strong wind slapping on his face could erase his bloodcurdling memories..Now he learned his lessons... He promised to behave himself and never will he ask girls for their numbers again!

Taiwan Part 3.. Extras.

2010-04-21T13:07:00.000+08:00

Point for attention!!!

Anyway, 1 more funny name... The Barber shop is called... LUAN JIE- means anyhow cut... WHO DARE TO GO IN LA!!!!

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Planning. =)

Taiwan Trip Part 2

2010-04-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, I'm back!! Let me continue.... So! We went back to xin ye again! Because food there are just too fascistic.

Walked pass a bakery. See their bread design~~ CUTE!

We also went to Ding Tai Feng- main outlet to eat.. My sis and I went crazy after seeing these:

Omg... CUTE~~~~ i didn't know Ding Tai feng also go for "cute"! and they are limited and sold only in Taiwan~~!!! We are soooo lucky!! Btw, They have names! "long zai and Bao zai"... HEN KE AI BA~~~?!

This is Hu Jiao Bing aka pepper bun!

Mee Shua~~~

Taken on Xi men ding... Me mama and sister!

This shop is definately cute! I think its name after the owner's dog.. There... the dog is just outside the entrance!

Traveled to "Ba An"... for what~~?

Eat of course!!!

Went to a mall and see this! See Jen's face? So happy! haha!

Oh.. This is the last dinner we had in Taiwan.. (supper later)

We had supper every night.. We also sleep with our stomach full~ but that night, there was a need to go beyond that...

Kao Mua ji~~~ HAO CHI!

Sweet Potato! Organic i think... Aunty say... "BU TIAN BU SHOU QIAN~" that means... if it is not sweet, we don't have to pay!!!! I thought of saying not sweet.. but It is just too sweet to lie. HAO CHI!!!!

This store.. we are loyal customer.. Looking for her store every day... Because her "GONG WAN" hao hao chi~~~~~~

Back to hotel~

After all these, Tummy is undeniably round.. What should we do now?!

SLEEP!

Before we board the plane.. we had Starbucks breakfast.. Nothing much to eat in Taiwan Airport..

Plane delay... Actually worst than that... The airport crews wanted to provide us with accommodation for a night because the next plane was available only next morning.. Luckily, a helpful manager.. ( i think is manager) slot us into the next plane to HK, and from there back to SG. but we were seated separately. my sister, the richest in our family... was arranged to the business class!!! SEE?!?!?! I think that's fate! Rich people belongs to somewhere else...

She had a full course meal while we are chewing on bread behind the curtains which seperates the rich people from the poor..

And we did not received our baggage on the day itself, all of them were delivered to our house the next morning... =( SO MOODY THAT NIGHT CAN?!

Anyway, I recieved my b'day present for 2010 already.. although its still early.. They say they rather buy my present here than to buy in SG.. because they might not get a better one.. so.. DADA~~~ Playboy earrings.

Aren't they beautiful?! WUAHAHAHAHA!!! I think they are damn cool! WOOT!!!

Taiwan Trip Part 1

2010-04-20T23:40:00.002+08:00

15 April 2010- Bye Singapore, Hello Taiwan!

Sending the last e-mail...

damn cold!!! 15 degree!

This, is the hotel we stay in, The room is small, the walls are so thin that allows me to know if the person next door sneezed while bathing... but the location is fascistic! Just get out of the hotel, DADA~ Xi men ding, lots of food, lots of shopping!!! and very importantly, the services are good.

so, our 1st meal there... you yu gen~~ Lu rou fan and gong wan~~~

The shops' name in Taiwan are quite funny, Will show you more very soon, Anyways, this store is called 3 ma chou chou guo. If i were to direct translate it, that will be '3 mother smelly smelly wok"

oh, for those who don't know what is this... this is called zhu xue, means pig's blood.

Don't be surprise will more than 9/10 of the post is just about food, because we basically did nothing more than eat, eat, eat and eat. Next! we went to the toilet restaurant!!!

Next morning~ Ya rou bian~~~ Mmmm, not that good as the online rating. But it is still far from CMI Taiwan's Train station. If you only want to get from 1 place to another, you actually buy token! quite special right?! There are others like 1 day pass as well, but nothing special about it. Xin ye~ Food there are Extremely Delicious. we went there twice!!!

So, PUDDING now! hao hao chi de pu ding a~~~

Next, we also went to 'Chen ping'. Think it is my mum's favorite destination.. She love reading and look! 11 books, she bought!

Nor... This shop's name is called... "NAI NAI GE XIONG" LOL~~~

Next shop~ Shi li ye shi,,,, WOOT! Ate alot, If we exclude time for sleep, bath and brush teeth... say 15 hours. i think we spent 10 hours eating... So satisfied!!! But tired... Legs hurts... Time to sleep...

Will update soon~ hopefully tml for part 2! Stay tune!

Soon to be in Taiwan

2010-04-14T22:02:00.002+08:00

Clothes. Checked!

Revision papers. Checked!

Money. Checked!

Charged I-touch. Checked!

Money. Checked!

Passport. Checked!

Hair pins, nail clipper, lotions. Checked Checked Checked!

Yeah!

I will be heading to the airport in approximately 8 hours time. To Taiwan! WOOHOO~~~~ Will enjoy the trip to the max. Come back, and it will be time to mug for exams.. 2 weeks to finally exams after i came back home. STRESSED!

Till then... See you! (^ . ^)o"

PS: For the vegetable i left behind (Warning- Others please don't read. Super mushy content. If you still insist on reading.. Bear you own consequences, pay your own medical fees!)

Dear Qiezi,

Someone has duty tonight, can't accompany me!! ROAR!!!

Reminder: 5 pages of report on thursday and saturday, plus 1 page report for the rest of the days. and BU KE YI TOU TOU CHU QU GAO WAI YU!!!!!!!

Hahahaha!! Take good care! Will try to find ways to contact you, so don't worry! DENG WO HUI LAI O!!!! Hee...

(~ ^ o ^)~

Bao bao~~~~~

Loves,

Tutu

My hair, couldn't be saved

2010-04-12T20:54:00.002+08:00

Roar!!!! I really dislike my hair! You know how envious I was when i see someone with gorgeous, bouncy hair?! Sobbb...

You know... girls.. when they have nothing much to do, their hair or nails would usually be their best entertainment... It is certainty common to see a girl looking at their fingernails at the bus stop and twisting their hair while queuing for food.

SO! Just that day after I have completed my duties at work, I started playing with my hair while trying to kick start on my revision. Needless to say, I failed miserably. My attention on books did not last for more than an hour before directing to my head.

It was needle-like.. I'm not kidding. It was like all around the place, I helplessly tried press them down using water, add some weight to it. It only get worse after a while..

They look DULL!

See the ends!?

I was like.. Oh. My. God.

At the end of the day, my conclusion is that the advertisements on TV lied. Descriptions behind the hair product lied. Magazines lied. Everyone on earth are big fat liars.. cheated me by saying that hair conditional and hair treatment would definitely improve hair texture, and that i would be able to see SIGNIFICANT change after applying everyday.

It had been... 2 bottles of each already!

I've come to a conclusion, that nothing in the universe can save my hair.....

I shall carry this big, spiky head for the rest of my life..

Little update

2010-04-05T19:16:00.000+08:00

We bought bags together from the same shops... and we intend to make badges and pin it on our bags!

-Copyright- By Tutu

Can't wait! I hope the end product will be cute..

Anyways... I should really be studying soon...

15Apr- 19 Apr- Taiwan Trip

5th May- Account

6th May- Sociology

OMG~~~~~ I have this 1 week to finish Accounts, when come back from Taiwan, will be time to work hard for Sociology! Stressed!!!!

On the other hand, today is my happiest day of the month... really.. It had been long since i felt so warm in my heart. Thank you for whoever that matters.

Steamboat @ Bugis

2010-03-31T11:08:00.000+08:00

Went to Bugis to eat steamboat yesterday with Xiong Xiong and Elsie!

This place is recommended by Elsie called Xian de lai. Each person pays around $25, quite expensive.. but value for money though...

The chicken is to be eaten like this first, nice but super spicy!

Lots and lots of food!!!!

Look delicious!!!

HAHAHA!! Elsie eating jing zhen gu like noodles!! LOL~~~~

And me... Eating... CHILLI?!?!?

Eat eat eat...

DADA~~~~~~~~

By the time we finish everything, it is around 10pm already~ Headed home.. BYE GIRLS~~~ T.T

Happy Bunny

2010-03-27T10:05:00.001+08:00

Hi everyone, nearly 1 and half year ago, someone gave me a book about happy bunny. I kept it inside a box, did not take it out for a very long time. now that i see it on the web, I'm inspired to become a happier person!

Yeah... from now onwards, I will become a happier person.

PS: For the old people one... I'm not going to adopt. I am still kind. =)

Accept what you can't change

2010-03-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

"Change what you can't accept. Accept what you can't change."
Credit to LYT.

I have thinking about it recently.. as in giving it really deep thoughts. It will be good if we can change what we can't accept, but more than often we are constrainted by exogenous or endogeous factors or both. Either way, set significant limits to our behaviour and actions.

Since we do not have the ability to change the situation we are in, accept it. Most of the time, it means that you will need to change your attitude over the unacceptable object. Once you have done it, your view towards the object might be not-that-unacceptable.

From young, teachers and parents will tell you to give in 100% of your effort whenever you are doing something so as to achieve the best result. You internalize and it becomes your belief without questioning. Now that i think it might not always be the case. Sometimes 70-80% might be quite sufficient, you will be surprise of the outcome.

It's all about the attitude.

Universal Studio!

2010-03-22T19:22:00.030+08:00

Hello everyone! I'm back again!!! Yesterday was fun! We took a special bus called RWS 8 and went to...

UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!!
Everything inside are so... detailed! Its not a very big theme park but i have to say that its decorations are really amazing! The moment i enter the place I'm like.. "Waaaaa!!" and snapping non-stop.

Oh my god.. i really want to visit Disneyland now!!! I guess it should be something like this?
This photo... Looks like its a painting!!! Super Super gorgeous! So, we entered 'far far away'
Ginger Bread shop!
and its menu
DADA~~~ We chiong inside and played the Shrek 4D!

The decorations are so cute lo~~ Look at this poster~ What did Pinocchio do? =( Poor thing...
The even have 'pictures' of the king and queen on the wall.... On by the way, 3 little pigs are also wanted.. HAHAHA!!!
Cannot take photos inside, So you have to go explore. But i think its very cute... Stupid donkey keep sneezing. his mucus keep splashing on our face!!! Grrrr....
After that.. We went to play roller coaster!!! Junior roller coaster~
after that my legs feel abit like nua already lo!!!! Poor me... When going to aboard the ride, Someone hit my head~ but I ignore it and moved on... I thought someone hit me accidentally ma!! It was after the ride that i realised it was... HAPPY!! hahaha! she looks cute in her outfit!
Anyways... Saw Shrek!!! Everyone wants to take photo with Shrek, princess got squeezed away!
Potion store!
Next- We entered Madagascar!
We played Merry-go-round!! My brother refused to get on... =( He think its for kids..
YEAHHH!!! I think its fun!!! Mama say I looked like a kid though~
After the ride, we went to Egypt!!!!
Revenge of the mummy is a must-play thing... Trust me.. it is a ride that you wont want to miss... the graphic, sound, and special effect is totally incredible!!!! Although i have had half of my eyes closed throughout the ride..

REALLY VERY SCARY LEH!
DADA~~ Then we spotted handsome and pretty! hahahaha!!
Next... After a process of extremely tedious planning~~
we decide to go to Sci Fi City!
Sci Fi City has the biggest and highest roller coaster in the park, which i dare not try~ just by looking at it and hearing the screaming from the passengers aboard... My legs became jelly!!!
There's 2 roller coaster, red, and blue! The red one is like normal roller coaster where you sit inside the cart. The blue one is more scary... your legs hang in the mid air~~!! with 360 degree spin and such.. SCARY LA!!!! i took a video of it... but dunno how to upload. HAHAHA!! My crazy Brother played 2 times each!!!!
Tea cup.. No one wants to play with me.... =(
Soon, we entered New York!
Okay~ we went inside to eat lunch!!!! =) but will update you on this later!
Guess who we saw?! LOL!
next- Jurassic Park!
Now My brother and cousin refused to get on.. =.= NVM~ my mama and I went up!
Roller coaster again~~~ Its a smaller one, with ur legs hanging in the mid-air! We played this too!
Soon, we are hungry~ so we turned back to 'New York' and eat!
VERY BIG PIZZA!
THIS BIG~~~ hahaha!!!
After Heavy lunch, we decided not to get on to too-exciting rides. So we went to waterworld instead, it is where you get to see how movies are made.
It includes explosion, firing of guns, speed boat and etc... by the end of the show... the whole place come like this..
LOL~ i wonder how long will it takes for them to fix it back to original state.

We are leaving soon... before going, we went to shops and buy something back as souvenirs!
There are many other shops. No photos were taken because I was busy shopping around! =) By the time we leave the place, everyone are exhausted, skin were sticky! But it was fun though~~ Long time since i was so excited!!! YEAH!!!!

My whole body are aching now... guess i jumped around too much yesterday~ ^^

They are gone

2010-03-21T14:19:00.008+08:00

My heart tells me to find somewhere safe to hide when it hurts so badly. The most ridiculous thing is that the safest place that comes to my mind is where I got my scars from. Everything contradicts each other now.

Things are getting difficult. I find it hard to maintain stability. Am i carrying too much in my hands? My situation now is like walking on a string wanting to get from 1 mountain top to the other. There are so much things that i want to carry over to the other side and give them to you.. but seems like the more I want to give you, the harder it is to balance, the more likelihood that I'll fall.

I'm afriad of falling. a paper cut is enough to make me complain for one whole day, let alone broken legs and arms and skull. You are running fast. I can't catch up... I tried to speed up.. The harder i try, the lesser i have in hand, I almost fell.

Or should I just drop those things so that I'll have a higher chance to save myself from falling?

Maybe its all my fault, i didn't asked how much u want and persistently made the decision of bring everything over. Now that It's too heavy, you have to carry some for me. The weight of it forbids you to move as freely as what you used to be...

I doesn't want it this way... but I have no solution. I can't think.. I just feel quite... dead..
Faith, trust, happiness, dreams- all gone.
What's left are emptiness, aimless, uncertainly and doubts.

Always be my baby

2010-03-18T11:18:00.002+08:00

"Don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby."

ROLLS ROLLS ROLLS~~~~~~~
I'm so happy!!!
Because I listened to this song.
Always be my baby by David Cook.
Sounds dumb, but Hey...
Whats wrong with being happy?
^^

LALALA~~~~
We will linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way, you're never gotta shake me
Ooh darling, cause you'll always be my baby.

Essential Skill to lead a happy life.

2010-03-16T12:13:00.006+08:00

OH well.... I think the world is cruel..

Its so weird how god create man in such a way that they will give in to the girl no matter how unreasonable the girls is.. Of course, i don't mean that the guy will jump building if the girl wants him to. but the unreasonable behavior of the girl will usually be tolerated, unless she has a build of Godzilla and a face of warthog.

This is warthog.. you get what i mean?

I am actually one of them who couldn't resist the temptation to hug cute little things.. (although I'm a girl) like little fur balls, puppies, soft toys, and some human beings are examples. My tolerance level will be much higher when dealing with cute things than ugly ones.

My point is that.. cute things have really great advantage in this world!

People treat them better, shower them with love, and they just get what they want after mastering the skill of act cute. If you really want me to list a flaw or dilemma , that will be difficulties to hear screaming and shouting clearly.

Girls, more often than not, are smaller in size... therefore the potential of them acting cute is much more higher than guys. 1 important criteria of cute- is small!

Anyways... From what I've observe in these few years of my life... I realized that girls who know how to act cute.. that means level 50 and above, will be able to obtain more physical material like bags, shoes, gifts and services like shoulder massage & mid-night free McDonald delivery!

Its so unfair!!! Those girls must have received training since they were 3. And by the time they reach 18, they have already hit level 100. which is, the master of cuteness.

I see the need to start training on acting cute already!!! because my BF recently always ill-treat me... just the day before, he wanted to pour some ice kachang on my shorts but failed.. and he use a very heavy file and throw it on my toes~ I almost fainted on the spot! Sometimes he will also try his very best to pretend that he accidentally step on my foot.. Oh.. did i mentioned that i was forced to run too...? OH Gosh... If only i have the valuable skill.. I guess now i would be sitting in a high class restaurant just finished my lunch.. and BF helping me wipe mouth already!!!

SOBBBBBB~~~~

Life is so cruel...

Prelim is OVER!

2010-03-16T11:58:00.002+08:00

YEAHHHHH!!!!!

Prelim is over! finally~~~ 2 weeks of intensive studying.. and finally~! I deserve a break!

Anyways.. there are so many things that i want to do..
1- SHOPPPING!!! I need to shop! Buy nice clothes and shoes and bags! ROARRR!
2- Sleep- I had been waking up at 7am to study everyday..
3- Eat- I want to eat good food... how about Hot Plate Steak!?!
4- Do nothing- I really want some time to just lay on my confortable bed
5- Drama and Comics- Always interesting, and need not to use ur brain.

There are many places that i want to go.. but maybe i shall wait till my final exam is over.

Need sleep

2010-03-12T08:10:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging just before i leave home for one of my prelim paper... Last paper next monday! YEAHHH!!! and then there will be 1 month of lectures before my actually exam arrived.. Roar! I'll be going overseas to play though! just for relaxation..

So sleepy... didn't sleep well last time!! I am going to sleep when i return from school! Sleep~~~

=.=

2010-03-10T11:57:00.006+08:00

Went to taka on Saturday and took so photos

I can foresee my future from this picture... My son will be FAT.

Anyways, I'm still having my prelim exams.. the paper on Friday is really giving me a bad headache. Never in my life I'm so against studying... TOTALLY. DEPRESSING.

Spent most of the time alone.. Wake up early in the morning and studying till evening time.
I can't feel anything else except for stress and frustration.
Could not concentrate, Concepts are not getting in my head.
Felt so exhausted.. accompanied by frustration and disappointment.
No one to study with me~ No one to smile at me when I'm feeling tensed.
I'm so not independent!

OH. SO. DEPRESSING.
All i need was more interactions, care and concern.
Not being left alone,
I'm so not important~ OH wells.

OK! Don't be bother about me.. As I've mentioned... I'm so depressed.

Army Parade

2010-03-06T09:58:00.003+08:00

Halow everybody~ I'm back... 1 Prelim Paper down again... I really worked damn hard for this paper... So yup! Hopefully I'll score well....
Did i mention that I have to choose 3 questions out and do... and i wrote 4 pages for each question?! omg! Half way through the exam i can't really feel my hand already... Couldn't write properly. After that exam my hand just hurts.. i have difficulties moving my fingers! aiya... i just hope the examiner will be able to read my handwritting..

Anyways, Went to BF's army ceremony... Mmm.. He is offically entering his unit!!!! Did i tell you that he is a medic? I think this is the best for him! His hands should not be stained with blood! If u get what i mean.. But in time of interdependence between nations in the world economy, Its hard to think of a reason for war.

Here are some photos taken~
His army friends!!! and they seems so fun can?! and they are having BBQ tonight... honey Chicken wings, honey sausages, stingray.. OMG! I WANT TO EATT!!!!
I'm so hungry now... because yesterday i hardly eat any after the parade. the food there is.. er... CMI! Nevertheless, they are still eating happily..
Going home! Everything sounds so prefect right?! Wait till you take in a deep breathe in between hundreds of soaked-in-sweat men... OH well... I guess it is also one the reason of me having no appetite.

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Pre-b'day celebration

2010-03-03T22:41:00.007+08:00

I'm updating for the date 29 Feb 2010!

Celebrating Gab's Birthday because the on the actual day itself he will be in army.. So yup. early celebration!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

I swear his present this year is the biggest present i ever got for anyone..
Look at the damn big box! clumsy me can't wrap any presents.. My mum did them all. INCLUDING THE BOX!
I was so excited the previous night that i only slept at 6am in the morning.. woke up at 9 to meet Gab. I couldn't wait to see his face when he finally get to see his presents!

Sadly, his reaction wasn't that exciting though.. Till now i am still wondering if he likes it.. But he definitely like the balloon dog though... Ok! at least there's something that he likes in there..

Pulled Gab to go back to NYP! I kinda miss my old friends though... especially Yokie and Esther..
Agnes can't go because she will be having her Jap lesson and i didn't see Elsie either.. Neither nor Yiting, Ray and Sathya all.. Jasmine and group were there..

After we left NYP, we went to Orchard! IPPUDO!

The Raman is good.. especially the egg can?! OMG!!!
No wonder people say things belong to others are always better...

You know something? I'm having another paper this Friday morning, and I'm still here blogging my life away.. The best thing is.. i haven't even finish studying HALF of it! Oh well well well.. Hope my brain works well tml... =)

PS: I suddenly realized all my paper are full of drawings of eggplants
PS:: Knowing that you can work hard for someone is one of the greatest thing on earth

Dead.

2010-02-25T15:46:00.005+08:00

I'm really really stress about the upcoming prelim exams.. It's actually my fault that i did not start early until last Wednesday. Every year i told myself not to 'ling shi bao fuo jiao" but every year the same situational will just hit back on me...

WHY~~~~!?!?!?

My head feels as heavy as a watermelon now.. overloaded with information, and numbers just makes me feel dizzy.. I can imagine my watermelon juice spilling out from the cracked fruit.

No... I can't carry on....

Right here, right now... I want to thanks my parents for bringing me up. Thanks those who loves me. Thanks those who had wasted a breathe saying "hi", and thanks everyone who appeared in my life..

I'm sorry...

but i have to go..

R . I . P

CNY and V-day 2010

2010-02-24T14:14:00.008+08:00

I know its very late.... but still...

HAPPY CNY & V-DAY!!

This year is actually my worse CNY!!! I was super unlucky on the actual day itself.. Not only I have to feel guilty about having my mum to wake up early in the morning to cook despite sleeping very late the previous night.. I spent almost 1 hour just waiting for transport just to get to Gab's house.. Having stomach cramp on and off the day and I even have to clean up a car seat because i stained it!!! CONGRATULATION TO MYSELF!!! ( T . T )

But at least it wasn't TOTALLY dreadful... Because of... DADA!!!
Hahahaha!!!

Anyways, BF bought me a pair of earrings!! I think it is both looks elegant and gorgeous!
What else can you do except for collecting red packets?! BINGO~ That's MJ!!!!!!

While my family is queuing for the bathroom....

3rd day of CNY- BF came to my place to bai nian~~~ Everyone is soooo happy!!!! Gab gave out red-packets!!! Everyone is happy~ except for...

HUSHY....

He doesn't want ezlink card... *SOB*

Anyways... I saw this woman who dress like Santa during CNY. LOL!!!
Sunday- Before i left from my office, Gab was already waiting for me downstairs..
WAhahahaha!! this is actually the shirt Gab gave to me... Anyways, We went for a little bit of shopping after dinner... and headed home.

Monday- Lecture was boring.. I left the lecture hall and went home after 1.5h of torture... and how did I survive the 1.5h?!

You shall see...

HAHAHA!!!!

Oh well... We were suppose to go shopping yesterday but i was down with fever.. =(

YESSS! I'VE FALLEN ILL AGAIN!!!!!

Next Tuesday is the start of my prelim... I'm DEAD! Please Pray for me...
Now.. I should go back to study....

=)

2010-02-04T11:10:00.007+08:00

Again, this post is about BF and I. Reason being he is always with me...

Lots of up and downs these few days... Thanks for being with me.

Anyways, we bought a dog! We gave him the name bubu! =) BF loves animals too!

But there will always be time when he doesn't.... for example...
There~~~ angry le.. HAHAHHAHAHA!!! =X

We went to manhanttan to eat the 1 for 1 main course... got mini lobster etc. $30 in total.. so one person only cost $15!

Anyways.... 2nd Feb 2010.

Went to Ikea again... this time BF really bought his shelf!
He promised to give me some space to put my things! Weeee~~~ My bf is letting mi enter his personal space~~ Woolalalalala~~ I'm so happy!!!

I bought a cushion and going to bring some stuff over during this weekend.
My Bf is the bestttttt!!!

Girls~ are u all jealous?! WAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

many many days in a roll with BF!

2010-01-26T10:36:00.007+08:00

17-01-2010 Sunday

Boyfriend was waiting for me to finish my lecture!

So much I wanted the lecture to end!!!! Roarrrr~~~ He waited for 3 hours. I was so worried about him hoping that he won't be bored to death.

But very wrong i was, he was so in love with his game that he doesn't even want to look up at me for more than 10 second. SOBBB!

Saturday 23/01/ 2010- we went to Vivo City!!!!

Saw this er... Mysterious weird-looking Orange man lying on the floor hiding in green. so we went to take a look... he looked so satisfied.
Enjoying the breeze,
breathing in the newly produced oxygen from the plants around it after the complicated process of photosynthesis,
Looking up at the serene clear blue sky...

Even BF can't resist the tremendous enticement~

I see BF play until so shiok. so i kicked him away.

It was like a dreammmm~~ everything was in such a prefect state, that you will be on the flight of fantasy.. slowly, lost the ability to differentiate your dreams and reality~ you will point at the apple and shout mango and listen to Rap and thought it was your mum..

Me, thought that the orange man was BF. so i gave him a BIG BIG hug~

I was shaken back to reality by BF. He was anger by the fact that i hugged the orange man. So he gave the orange man a punch and we both ran away...

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Okie sorry. I'm so kidding, we are just camwhoring... HAHHAHA!!!

See?!? So xing fu!! HAHAHA!!!

Anyways, We went to chomp chomp after that... Had Aston Steak and went to eat stringray!

Hmm.... Where should we go next week?! mmmm....

mmm.......
I'll tell you next week! ^^

OMG

2010-01-20T18:21:00.001+08:00

I,

can't believe someone died

watching Avata!!!!

Updatesss

2010-01-13T17:22:00.004+08:00

BF and I went wanted to eat dinner after I knock off from work... and we came across this restaurant poster...
LOOKS LIKE DARREN! OMGGG!!!
For those who dunno, darren is my sister's BF.

To support our soon-to-be family members, we went inside the restaurant and asked for a table for 2!

Mmmm.. HK style of food... think it is a little better than its direct competitors. Wonder if its due to the company i've got or it is really the case.. =)

BF looks like a kid!!!!
He always look like one...
So no big deal..
Just that everytime i felt that way, i'll have the urge to say it out. LOL~~~
GO back to saturday, sorry! Sat- BF went for his Japanese language lesson! After work we went to eat pepper lunch!!! Ehhhh.. i nv force him to eat hor...
Went to Ikea! He needs to buy a cupboard! =) After he get his cupboard, I'm going to buy a cushion and put it there so everytime i visit his place, i can hug that cushion! and i shall put some other things there to remind him of me!! WAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

Shhhh... let him buy 1st before letting him see this.. =P
Will be going back this week to make purchase...

To Ikea meatball:
Here i come again... i wont be able to escape from my shou zhang xin de~~~ WUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA!!!!!

Christmas

2009-12-28T20:23:00.005+08:00

Chrismtas is over!!! Spend the day at home with my family! Its always relaxing and enjoyable to spend time at home with those whom know you upside down..=) No formal words, No need to think before you speak, no stress and no manners! lol!

Anyways, Here is our christmas tree...

With lots of presents around..

After dinner, we ate log cake! Our log cake is so small that its only enough for 4! Just nice! I shared mine with mei mei...

After log cake, we still have another cakes!

Then we open our presentsss!!!

Mei mei got a.... evil rabbit?!

HAHAHA!!! Mama buy for her one! So good~~!! I told you she is damn adorable rite!? Everyone loves her! =P

These are my presentsss~

On Christmas day itself, Bf finally booked out! We went to Orchard to SHOP!!! ROARRR~~ SHOPPING!!!! hahahaha!!

Yes, I'm a typical woman...

So BF went with me~ without complaining... ^^ He still say he is not bored! Weeeee~~~~ A big big hug for reward!

Oh wait... He did complain that his legs are tired...

How weird can man be? He can march 28km in army, with all the slope and grass and mud. he cannot even walk a distance of 5km, nice polished floor.

Yup! Therefore. Hug confiscated. =)

Spent sat and sun together... More shopping, dinner with his family members.. and there goes our weekends! Back to army... See you soon!!

PS: WO HAO XING FUUUU~~~~~~~~~!!!! ^^

Christmas!!!!

2009-12-24T18:23:00.005+08:00

To celebrate Christmas~~~ I've draw some pictures! Aren't they cute?! =D